13 years.
Sometimes it is hard to believe we've been married 13 years. That means we have loved each other even longer than that. Everyone who has known us a long time must know that it hasn't always been easy. We've had our rough spots, but the one thing we have managed to do is always find our way back to one another.
I can say that without you, I feel completely miserable. Thinking about yet another deployment rips my heart up. I am dreading it like you would not believe. Before we had children, I always thought that if we had kids, at least I would have company, but now that Autumn and Emelia are here and we've gone through deployment with them, I realize that it doesn't get any easier. It may even be worse. Watching them hurt for you, I know it is the same hurt my heart feels. That just compounds things. So for now, I just try not to think about it.
I want to tell you, the day after our 13 years together that I owe you so much. You taught me about being loyal, being honest, and being good. The only thing I have to offer is spending the rest of my life showing you those things that you have taught me. Every day I think about what I can do to make your life better, easier or more loved and then I remind myself, you are doing the same for me. I know that with my heart even if I don't always say so!
I have a few pictures to share with you today.
Thank you for my flowers. You know, the ones I always think are not from you! The girls loved them too. They keep telling me the flowers are for them. I let them think so.
Autumn wanted me to take a picture of her in her apron that Angie made her!
Autumn had a blast at school today and apparently I was the only mom that didn't send candy with her. I didn't know! I'm hoping to slowly toss it out because you know these girls will try to eat it all today! The purpose of this picture though is to show you her owl that she made. She quite likes it.
Miss Millie says Hi.
All of Autumn's stuff she received and or made at school today.
Autumn says Happy Valentine's day daddy and she also says she doesn't want you to go to work anymore.
Your Current wife and favorite airman for 13 years. xoxox
The Jordan's.
I can say that without you, I feel completely miserable. Thinking about yet another deployment rips my heart up. I am dreading it like you would not believe. Before we had children, I always thought that if we had kids, at least I would have company, but now that Autumn and Emelia are here and we've gone through deployment with them, I realize that it doesn't get any easier. It may even be worse. Watching them hurt for you, I know it is the same hurt my heart feels. That just compounds things. So for now, I just try not to think about it.
I want to tell you, the day after our 13 years together that I owe you so much. You taught me about being loyal, being honest, and being good. The only thing I have to offer is spending the rest of my life showing you those things that you have taught me. Every day I think about what I can do to make your life better, easier or more loved and then I remind myself, you are doing the same for me. I know that with my heart even if I don't always say so!
I have a few pictures to share with you today.
Thank you for my flowers. You know, the ones I always think are not from you! The girls loved them too. They keep telling me the flowers are for them. I let them think so.
Autumn wanted me to take a picture of her in her apron that Angie made her!
Autumn had a blast at school today and apparently I was the only mom that didn't send candy with her. I didn't know! I'm hoping to slowly toss it out because you know these girls will try to eat it all today! The purpose of this picture though is to show you her owl that she made. She quite likes it.
Miss Millie says Hi.
All of Autumn's stuff she received and or made at school today.
Autumn says Happy Valentine's day daddy and she also says she doesn't want you to go to work anymore.
Your Current wife and favorite airman for 13 years. xoxox
The Jordan's.
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