Carrying your love with me.
Last night was so hard on me. I know it was hard on you too. Your words keep ringing in my ear and it makes me feel guilty. I am just so grateful that you were able to hold me and comfort me. I cannot stand being away from you as it makes my heart hurt.
I guess it was good for me to get all of my crying out last night because my eyes were dry this morning when I dropped you off. It isn't that I didn't feel like crying or that I didn't want to, but it wasn't the place for it.
Anyway, the girls are OK. Right after we left from you, Autumn told me, "I'm really going to miss my daddy." She seemed to be deep in thought and then she says, "Well, we are all going to miss him." Yes indeed.
I am about done packing. I'm going to load the car up in a few. This is what the girls look like.
Square pants. She keeps asking me if you are going to lose her Walden. I keep reassuring her that Walden will be safe with you.
Millie says, "Dad. Gone. Work."
On a completely unrelated note.....
Thank you for leaving me this book. I do not know whether I should be completely creeped out or very entertained, so how about somewhere in the middle.
I have your ring around my neck again. I like to wear it when you cannot. It makes me feel very close to you. Fitting that my charm (a heart with my name on it) fits right inside there.
I will try to write tonight (actually, I will most likely text your email when we get where we are going). I will try to check in here each day and let you know how we are doing. Not sure what my internet options are going to be, but if I can get a signal, I can at least post something. No pictures until I get back home though.
I love you Sean James Jordan.
We miss you already. Come home to us.
Your current wife and favorite airman. xoxo
The count: Day 1
I guess it was good for me to get all of my crying out last night because my eyes were dry this morning when I dropped you off. It isn't that I didn't feel like crying or that I didn't want to, but it wasn't the place for it.
Anyway, the girls are OK. Right after we left from you, Autumn told me, "I'm really going to miss my daddy." She seemed to be deep in thought and then she says, "Well, we are all going to miss him." Yes indeed.
I am about done packing. I'm going to load the car up in a few. This is what the girls look like.
Square pants. She keeps asking me if you are going to lose her Walden. I keep reassuring her that Walden will be safe with you.
Millie says, "Dad. Gone. Work."
On a completely unrelated note.....
Thank you for leaving me this book. I do not know whether I should be completely creeped out or very entertained, so how about somewhere in the middle.
I have your ring around my neck again. I like to wear it when you cannot. It makes me feel very close to you. Fitting that my charm (a heart with my name on it) fits right inside there.
I will try to write tonight (actually, I will most likely text your email when we get where we are going). I will try to check in here each day and let you know how we are doing. Not sure what my internet options are going to be, but if I can get a signal, I can at least post something. No pictures until I get back home though.
I love you Sean James Jordan.
We miss you already. Come home to us.
Your current wife and favorite airman. xoxo
The count: Day 1
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