Since I've locked my blog down...

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I just want to say that we are getting down to that time where Sean is packing and getting things ready. It is such a hard place to be, the place we find ourselves a few weeks out before deployment. Your heart feels heavy and sad, but you try to put on a happy face and actually be happy so that the last bits of time you have together are fun, nice and memorable.

You would think this time would be all about us, but it isn't. Work becomes increasingly demanding and takes Sean away more and more. It is hard not to feel grouchy about that. As work gets more demanding, so do I. Want more from Sean and I'm not the only one.

Millie flat out told Sean, "No. Away. Do not leave me." It made me sad, I'm sure it did Sean too.

This is the life we live, this is what we know. We will suck it up and press on. We shall stand strong.

In the meantime, I have a special trip planned for the girls after we drop Sean off. We are going to head out and visit family. I am hoping that having that as a distraction will take off some of the hurt our hearts will be going through. By the time Sean gets settled in to where ever on Earth he is going, the girls and I should be getting back home.

The Jordan's.

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