The big 100

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It is hard to believe you have been away from us for 100 days. I got your email this morning and it made me so sad. Even though it seems like Autumn is growing up without you, she is still your little girl and we both are so excited to know that you will be on your way home soon.

Today is 25 weeks for me. Can you believe that???

25 Weeks NH2
Here I am in all my glory. Besides having some contractions occasionally and some back aches, this pregnancy has been going quite well.

The reveal
Autumn looks really excited to be a big sister to a little ...... You might have to work for it, but read the sign!

I love you and miss you so much Sean.

100 days of missing you.

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